Monday, July 26, 2010

Reflecting on this verse last night: “But we have this treasure in earthen vessels, that the excellence of the power may be of God and not of us. We are hard-pressed on every side, yet not crushed; we are perplexed, but not in despair; persecuted, but not forsaken; struck down, but not destroyed—“ (II Corinthians 4:7-9) We are in awe at the glorious works of God, seeing firsthand how He is using all these circumstances to prove His excellent power.


Mama’s first Chemo treatment was this morning. Even with all the encouraging and helpful information that we have received, of course you can’t know exactly what to expect until you go through it. The treatment went very well… We know Mama was bathed in prayer, both our own and others and focused on God’s goodness. We were able to laugh heartily with the nurses over consent form questions (made humorous by Daddy) and altogether enjoyed ourselves praying together, reading psalms, eating snacks and chewing ice…

The nurses and doctors are all so kind and thoughtful. We are blessed over and over by their patience and willingness to go over and over things to help us understand exactly what is going on. The integrity of service is truly excellent. (We were a little overwhelmed by the number of letters pharmaceutical companies can string together when naming a drug. Apparently easy pronunciation and spelling aren’t prerequisites in the naming of these medications. :)
Even more than this, the loving notes and prayers so many of you send are immense blessings. We are overwhelmed and humbled by your generosity and kindness. God knows just what we need and when we need it. We covet your continued prayers for calm and rest and perfect contented knowledge of Jesus’ goodness in the midst of every pain and fear.

Walking in the Light,

The Lenz’s

Saturday, July 24, 2010

The last few days we have learned a lot from our team of doctors and we feel extremely blessed and grateful for their knowledge and expertise and also their compassionate care of the situation. We learned that Karen’s cancer is grade III (that is, the most abnormal and aggressive) and stage 2 (out of four stages - based on the progression of the tumor). We were very thankful to learn there is no cancer anywhere else in her body. Praise God! We had a small celebration in the office when her doctor announced that!

Later the oncologist looked at her and said, “We are going to cure you.”
We are so grateful for God’s goodness and already see His hand in myriads of ways working in both easy and hard circumstances. On Monday, Karen will receive her first chemotherapy treatment and then every three weeks after that for a time. She will receive another twelve weeks with a different kind of chemotherapy and then shortly after surgery and radiation.

God is faithful in calling us up using these circumstances. So many of you have called and mentioned God’s hand at work. The verse John 15:16 comes to mind.
“You did not choose Me, but I chose you and appointed you that you should go and bear fruit, and that your fruit should remain, that whatever you ask the Father in My name He may give you.”
Being appointed to bear fruit was none of our choosing, and often we have a sense of unworthiness to fulfill this calling. You are never more aware of your mortal nature than in the hours of doubt and fear when God allows trouble to remind you of your true vulnerability and helplessness…and also of His power, faithfulness and goodness.

God shows Himself faithful again and again, reminding us that we are not called to produce the fruit…only to bear it as He grows it in our lives.

“Listen, my beloved brethren: Has God not chosen the poor of this world to be rich in faith and heirs of the kingdom which He promised to those who love Him?” James 2:5
Under His Mercy,

The Lenz Family